The Pain

Have you ever been so hurt, that you consume alcohol and drive at 140KMPH and damn what ever the consequences that may be?

I know what you are thinking.

That's not being suicidal. It's just anger. It's like smashing your phone or your TV set. Just that this time, you are taking it out on yourself.

Have you ever bought a ring just for the relationship to end a few days to when you wanna propose?

You begin to ask yourself, where did it all go wrong?

Where did I miss it?

You find yourself sad, moody and what not...

You find yourself withdrawn and angry.

That's what pain can cause.

How exactly does the human body treat and process pain. Just like a cut in the skin, or something much more ?

Yes, I think much much more.

Heartbreak can make you question yourself. If you are good enough. Why you gave your best all those years. You begin to ask yourself if you have poor sense of judgement.

It can affect your health so be careful. Like just the way the head is currently banging or the pains experienced in the joints. It's not fever it's heartbreak. It triggers everything.

So here I am, telling myself I'll go out and meet people. I'll see the world and breath a new air

This too, will pass. But for now, I'll soak it all in. God help I don't die. Lol.